Mommy Guilt

We just came from Las Vegas, and no Claire didn't go with us. It was more of an educational/business trip. Well... we did see LE RÊVE at The Wynn, (hey we had to throw a little fun in there). I signed up for a photography workshop and also WPPI (a HUGE Photography convention). At the time it sounded like a good idea but the closer we got to the date, the more nervous and guilty I felt. Yes, we could of taken her and was very close to, but the thought of the cigarette smoke and her being taken out of her/my comfort zone made me cringe. My mom and sisters were more than happy to babysit.

This is the first time we go anywhere without Claire but everytime we go to Vegas, we budget so we can do a little shopping, because it sucks being broke on a (kinda) vacation ha! We went to The Fashion Show Mall and of course I did a little shopping for my little mamacita (like she needs anymore of anything).
Retail therapy helped me ease my mind a little.

My cousin told me about Janie & Jack, soo I had to check it out.

I saw this swimsuit & matching swim cap, I knew I had to get it. The only downside is, it was not on sale and it was kinda expensive. This little outfit deserves a photoshoot.

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Claire has sensitive skin and was developing a slight rash before I left, so I picked up the Angel Baby Bottom Balm while I was in Vegas in case it didn't get better when I got back.


Nope this isn't another diaper bag...but another camera bag. Yes, I also have a camera bag obsession. I got this at WPPI. I am pretty good at not buying things I don't need but for some reason I love bags that look don't like a dead giveaway for a diaper, camera, or school bag.

Epiphanie "Lyric" Camera Bag in Brown

What's in my Diaper Bag - Claire 12 weeks/3 months old

Claire is 12 weeks old. I been told the older she gets, the less stuff I will be carrying around. Can't wait! These days it seems like my arm is going to fall off or my stroller is gonna tip over.


1. Timi & Leslie "Charlie" Diaper Bag in Tan- It's soo big & roomy, everything fits but it can get heavy.
2. JJ Cole Collection Diaper & Wipes Pod in Mixed Leaf- Diapers, wipes, rash cream & matching diaper pad (which I never use) are inside.
3. Aden + Anais Swaddle Wraps in Safari Friends. I use it as a light-weight blanket, nursing cover, spit/burp rag. ...Love them!
4. Emfamil Gentle Ease 2oz Nursettes. They are ready & easy, especially when we are out and about. I just pour into a bottle and it's ready to serve.
5. Carters Cupcake Bib- I usually carry tons of bibs but this is one of my favorites. It so darn cute!
6. Aden + Anais Burp Bib- I love it. It doubles as a cute bib and a spit rag.
7. Ah Goo Baby "The Plush Pad" in Bubbles Cola- LOVE it, especially when we are out and she needs a diaper change.
8. Magazine- Right now I have the Feburary issue of In Style. I usually carry a magazine when I go to my parents house, since it seems like I am not allow to hold Claire while I am there. I take out my reading material while my family flips a coin to see who is going to hold her next.
9. Avent Bottles- I am nursing, but I am supplementing more with formula lately. I usually carry some with water and some empty.
10. Munchkin Diaper Bag Dispenser- For stinky diapers
11. Johnson & Johnson Baby Hand & Face Wipes -I like them, but I noticed they give Claire a rash. Now I use them to wipe her hands. Once I finish them up, I am going to switch to Mustela.
12. Munchkin Pacifier Wipes- To wipe down, bottle nipples, rattles/toys, pacifiers.
13. Innobaby Formula Dispenser- It has 5 compartments. I am not going to run out of food for Claire!
14. Wet Ones- I have packets and packets everywhere. I am becoming a germaphobe.

Not pictured: (Yes I carry more stuff!) Boogie wipes, nose aspirator, couple outfits, pacifier pod, make-up bag and other stuff I can't remember.

Jason Wu for Target

Today, Target released the Jason Wu Collection. Me and my friend Crystal woke up extra early to see if we can snatch a couple things on our wishlists. We got there before opening with a pit stop at Panera. I did managed to pick up the clutch I wanted from my Feburary wishlist and a long-sleeve sheer blouse in Blush Dots. The Collection sold out literally in 10 minutes. Crazy!





The only down fall is, some people were throwing everything they found into their carts, handbags (couple of the same style), clothing (not caring what size they were), accessories. Some people were also stealing items from other people's carts. How rude! I will probably be seeing some of these items on ebay, triple the price. ha!

January Obsessions

The things I have been obesessing about:

Mustela Facial Cleansing Wipes

I use these to freshen her up. They don't give her a rash and they smell great. The only downfall is that they are pricey for 25 wipes. Hmmmm...I wonder if there is a coupon out there. They also have a baby body spray, at first I giggled but now I am considering getting it if it smells as good as the wipes.



Orly- Sweet Peacock

I not a big fan of blue nail polish but I LOVE this blue. It looks like blue foil. It was on clearance with additional % off at Sally Beauty Supply. When I had it on my nails I couldn't stop looking at them.



Ah Goo Baby: The Plush Pad

I love LOVE it! It's my changing table on the go. I just roll it up and stick it in my diaper bag. It's soo soft and the slip cover is machine washable.


EOS Lip Balm

It's been windy in my neck of the woods and it helps my lips from getting chapped. They are soo darn cute and they smell delicious! I actually have 4 different flavors (Wal-mart needs to stop putting them near the checkout counter). My favorite is the Honeysuckle Honeydew


What to Expect: The First Year

As a first-time mom, sometimes I still don't know what the heck I am doing. So when I am confused or have a concern, I just look it up and it puts my mind to ease.

Mommy Wishlist for February

I have a couple things I have been "eye"ing this month

Mud Pie Heart Bloomers- They look super cute! I ordered them today and I cannot wait to photograph Claire in these!


I already have two baby carriers, The Moby Wrap & The Ergo Baby Carrier and I really like them both, but sometimes when I am in a hurry it takes me forever to figure them out...so I figure if I get a baby sling...maybe... my quick trips to the store will be less painful.

The Peanut Shell Adjustable Sling in Vanilla Bean


I just don't have a baby obsession, but I also have a nail polish obsession. These colors are soo beautiful and perfect for Spring. I love Spring, my second favorite season, Fall being first.
Cool Romance Collection by Orly


Lately when I give Claire a bath, she gets a slight rash and then fades away, but always happens soon after a bath. I am going to switch it up. I heard good reviews on this body wash, so I will be ordering this very soon.


Itzy Ritzy Peek-A-Boo Pod

I could not find the one in leopard, (At least I managed to get the Ritzy Sitzy in Leopard) I am just going to find another print.


I have already purchased this adorable swimsuit in 6-12 months from Baby Gap. It was 30% off and you can get an additional 10% off if you show them your AAA membership card...who knew! I LOVE their baby collections....especially when they are on sale.

I hope I don't get stepped on ha! I have been eyeing on this handbag for a while, it's simple and stylish, just up my alley.
Jason Wu for Target, Straw and canvas clutch in cream, $29.99